1 00:08:36,140 --> 00:08:41,900 Transparent Cradle (Toumei na Yurikago) 2 00:08:44,750 --> 00:08:50,590 Episode 08 - A Pregnant Woman's Anxiety 3 00:00:05,790 --> 00:00:08,090 You can see the heartbeat. 4 00:00:08,720 --> 00:00:14,240 The CRL is 16 millimeters... It's about 8 weeks and 4 days. 5 00:00:14,320 --> 00:00:17,120 The expected birth date is... 6 00:00:17,120 --> 00:00:18,600 December 3rd? 7 00:00:19,950 --> 00:00:21,530 Correct. 8 00:00:22,820 --> 00:00:24,700 I've been studying books. 9 00:00:27,120 --> 00:00:28,740 Do you have a job? 10 00:00:28,820 --> 00:00:29,880 Yes. 11 00:00:30,040 --> 00:00:31,680 Don't push yourself. 12 00:00:45,970 --> 00:00:49,150 Miyamoto-san! Good morning! 13 00:00:49,460 --> 00:00:52,220 - You're here early. - I wanted to get it done quickly. 14 00:00:52,220 --> 00:00:54,970 I forgot that my youngest had swimming class today. 15 00:00:55,350 --> 00:00:59,510 My oldest has cram school and I have part time work. 16 00:01:00,500 --> 00:01:02,840 That's no good, please rest today. 17 00:01:03,090 --> 00:01:04,580 That's right. 18 00:01:04,820 --> 00:01:06,480 I'm already past my prime. 19 00:01:07,800 --> 00:01:10,570 I was surprised to find out I was pregnant this year. 20 00:01:11,010 --> 00:01:13,550 My husband also said that a third child would be unreasonable. 21 00:01:14,090 --> 00:01:16,290 I'm glad I made a reservation for an abortion soon. 22 00:01:16,580 --> 00:01:19,060 Nakamori-san! Are you okay Nakamori-san? 23 00:01:19,070 --> 00:01:21,290 Try to return home by 3 o'clock. 24 00:01:23,420 --> 00:01:25,060 Are you okay? 25 00:01:27,470 --> 00:01:29,570 I'm sick of it. 26 00:01:32,220 --> 00:01:36,640 It shouldn't be like this... 27 00:01:38,260 --> 00:01:44,480 I had to be removed from a project at work and I'm not confident of becoming a mother. 28 00:01:44,650 --> 00:01:46,590 I want to run away... 29 00:01:48,720 --> 00:01:50,520 It's tiresome. 30 00:01:50,880 --> 00:01:54,130 But it isn't going to last much longer. 31 00:02:00,800 --> 00:02:02,700 If I got pregnant... 32 00:02:04,720 --> 00:02:08,610 I thought I'd be happy every day. 33 00:02:11,770 --> 00:02:14,550 I didn't think I'd be so anxious... 34 00:02:19,040 --> 00:02:23,460 My mother who had three children told me 35 00:02:24,250 --> 00:02:27,160 that even by the third child, she was still anxious. 36 00:02:28,420 --> 00:02:31,830 Pregnancy causes anxiety. 37 00:02:34,730 --> 00:02:37,370 The root of anxiety for pregnant woman 38 00:02:38,130 --> 00:02:43,010 comes from thinking about whether or not they can protect their child. 39 00:02:43,620 --> 00:02:48,150 That's evidence that you're already a splendid mother. 40 00:02:51,460 --> 00:02:54,420 Am I really? 41 00:02:55,470 --> 00:02:57,260 I think so. 42 00:02:59,160 --> 00:03:00,460 Do your best. 43 00:03:03,050 --> 00:03:04,460 I will. 44 00:03:12,470 --> 00:03:15,710 Nakamori-san is a section chief at her company? 45 00:03:16,450 --> 00:03:20,230 She's the type that thinks things through and acts accordingly 46 00:03:20,280 --> 00:03:22,820 but she hit a wall due to her pregnancy. 47 00:03:23,060 --> 00:03:25,220 Since some things can't go as planned. 48 00:03:29,000 --> 00:03:30,360 You're not eating? 49 00:03:32,920 --> 00:03:34,380 You can eat this Ao-chan. 50 00:03:34,380 --> 00:03:37,150 That's bad for your health. 51 00:03:37,220 --> 00:03:38,830 But this is Sensei's. 52 00:03:39,990 --> 00:03:42,170 Sensei keeps the hot water on. 53 00:03:42,840 --> 00:03:43,990 Must be sleeping. 54 00:03:58,340 --> 00:04:00,050 There's only one today? 55 00:04:00,290 --> 00:04:01,250 Yes. 56 00:04:11,080 --> 00:04:12,360 Goodbye. 57 00:04:14,230 --> 00:04:15,730 Excuse me. 58 00:04:25,900 --> 00:04:27,680 Is it okay to leave from here? 59 00:04:29,250 --> 00:04:32,920 This is the side entrance, please use the entrance. 60 00:04:34,440 --> 00:04:35,690 I'm sorry. 61 00:04:43,640 --> 00:04:44,960 Really? 62 00:04:45,340 --> 00:04:48,920 Right now, I'm 8 weeks. The scheduled date is December 3rd. 63 00:04:48,920 --> 00:04:50,340 Sayako-san is... 64 00:04:51,170 --> 00:04:53,400 I'm glad. 65 00:04:54,180 --> 00:04:58,060 You've been preparing for pregnancy for awhile. 66 00:04:58,140 --> 00:05:01,000 I was going to report it when I entered a stable period 67 00:05:01,260 --> 00:05:03,080 since I didn't want to trouble you. 68 00:05:03,080 --> 00:05:04,770 - I'll back you up. - Thank you very much. 69 00:05:04,770 --> 00:05:05,920 Me too! 70 00:05:06,580 --> 00:05:08,870 I'm just agreeing. Sorry... 71 00:05:08,910 --> 00:05:09,970 Thank you. 72 00:05:09,970 --> 00:05:12,610 But please do your job as usual. 73 00:05:12,610 --> 00:05:17,700 I'll continue working until the middle of November. 74 00:05:17,700 --> 00:05:22,370 After that, please allow me two weeks for maternity leave. 75 00:05:23,240 --> 00:05:26,870 Mochizuki-san is preparing to take the midwife exam. 76 00:05:28,470 --> 00:05:30,560 But that's just after giving birth to your baby. 77 00:05:30,640 --> 00:05:32,940 The exam takes place in February, so it's fine. 78 00:05:33,080 --> 00:05:35,700 I'll return to work at the end of February. 79 00:05:36,120 --> 00:05:38,240 I've also found a good nursery. 80 00:05:38,240 --> 00:05:39,920 Don't work too hard. 81 00:05:39,920 --> 00:05:41,280 I'll be fine. 82 00:05:41,490 --> 00:05:44,750 - Congratulations Sayako-san! - Thank you very much. 83 00:05:44,750 --> 00:05:45,760 A boy? A girl? 84 00:05:45,760 --> 00:05:46,460 Well... 85 00:05:46,520 --> 00:05:49,650 - I don't know what to do know. - Why are you like an amateur? 86 00:05:49,650 --> 00:05:53,030 Sayako-san was going to become a mother. 87 00:05:54,260 --> 00:05:58,200 Sayako-san is surely not worried about anything. 88 00:06:06,930 --> 00:06:09,220 Saya, are you okay? 89 00:06:10,200 --> 00:06:12,050 Are you okay Saya? 90 00:06:16,050 --> 00:06:17,480 Sorry I'm not feeling very good. 91 00:06:17,480 --> 00:06:20,230 Um... can you come out just once? Saya! 92 00:06:21,360 --> 00:06:23,950 I can't get out right now! Do it outside! 93 00:06:23,950 --> 00:06:24,730 Huh? 94 00:06:27,810 --> 00:06:28,870 I'll do it at the station! 95 00:06:28,980 --> 00:06:30,770 Bye, I'm going. 96 00:06:31,360 --> 00:06:33,470 Hurry and go already! 97 00:06:41,420 --> 00:06:45,470 Saya, you know, I looked it up 98 00:06:45,510 --> 00:06:48,490 and morning sickness means the baby is healthy. 99 00:06:48,760 --> 00:06:49,990 So it's fine. 100 00:06:50,240 --> 00:06:52,590 Bye... I'm heading off now. 101 00:06:55,240 --> 00:06:57,400 Looked it up? 102 00:06:57,570 --> 00:06:59,430 Who are you talking to? 103 00:06:59,530 --> 00:07:02,430 I'm an obstetric nurse! 104 00:07:18,390 --> 00:07:20,690 Are you okay Sayako-san? 105 00:07:21,120 --> 00:07:21,950 Yeah. 106 00:07:22,830 --> 00:07:25,720 Nakamori-san needs an IV drip. 107 00:07:26,870 --> 00:07:30,760 - Shall I ask someone else to do it? - I'll go. 108 00:07:31,680 --> 00:07:34,230 - But... - Don't worry so unnecessarily. 109 00:07:34,230 --> 00:07:36,100 I'm pregnant, not sick. 110 00:07:39,600 --> 00:07:40,740 Sorry. 111 00:07:41,880 --> 00:07:44,310 But, really, I'm fine. 112 00:07:58,810 --> 00:08:00,060 Um... Um... 113 00:08:00,880 --> 00:08:04,930 - Sayako-san, hey... Hey! - What? What is it? 114 00:08:05,910 --> 00:08:07,330 Wrong? 115 00:08:08,550 --> 00:08:11,900 The IV drip for Nakamori-san that's currently on the stand, 116 00:08:12,700 --> 00:08:16,740 I think Okazaki-san is planning to induce. 117 00:08:23,280 --> 00:08:25,620 It's getting worse and worse. 118 00:08:28,130 --> 00:08:33,430 After all, being pregnant is scary. 119 00:08:42,130 --> 00:08:44,240 I'm very sorry. 120 00:08:45,240 --> 00:08:48,350 It's fortunate that no atonin was added to the IV drip. 121 00:08:48,370 --> 00:08:50,230 I don't think there was any impact. 122 00:08:50,620 --> 00:08:54,850 Even so, this is unforgivable. 123 00:08:56,290 --> 00:08:57,550 I see. 124 00:08:59,790 --> 00:09:01,450 I'm truly sorry. 125 00:09:02,100 --> 00:09:05,760 I will definitely ask others to check it out later. 126 00:09:07,230 --> 00:09:08,530 Please do. 127 00:09:10,340 --> 00:09:15,170 Since this was decided last week... 128 00:09:20,740 --> 00:09:23,100 Can you dispose of the gauze? 129 00:09:23,140 --> 00:09:24,180 Yes. 130 00:09:24,240 --> 00:09:26,740 When cleaning is finished, should I have Ohno-san go to the delivery room? 131 00:09:26,750 --> 00:09:28,350 Please do. It'll be a help. 132 00:09:29,860 --> 00:09:30,880 Let me help! 133 00:09:31,530 --> 00:09:34,050 Kawai-san, aren't you bad around blood? 134 00:09:34,950 --> 00:09:39,160 For half a year, I've witnessed operations in the operating room. 135 00:09:39,280 --> 00:09:40,190 Huh? 136 00:09:41,380 --> 00:09:42,890 What is it? 137 00:09:42,890 --> 00:09:44,880 Obstetrics is a bloody business. 138 00:09:44,930 --> 00:09:47,430 If you say you're afraid of blood, then you're not fit to work here, right? 139 00:09:49,070 --> 00:09:49,900 Bloody...? 140 00:09:50,480 --> 00:09:52,400 What's that? 141 00:09:58,640 --> 00:10:00,670 I'm home. 142 00:10:06,500 --> 00:10:08,320 Don't turn on the lights. 143 00:10:08,630 --> 00:10:09,570 Huh? 144 00:10:09,820 --> 00:10:12,390 Having the light on in the evening hurts my eyes. 145 00:10:12,390 --> 00:10:14,050 Understood. 146 00:10:21,040 --> 00:10:22,130 Listen. 147 00:10:22,500 --> 00:10:23,770 Yeah? 148 00:10:24,830 --> 00:10:26,340 Why don't you quit your job? 149 00:10:26,340 --> 00:10:27,810 Honestly, you seem tired. 150 00:10:29,200 --> 00:10:32,240 Now my income alone is enough. 151 00:10:32,930 --> 00:10:37,350 As a nurse, isn't your job something that can be continued at any time? 152 00:10:42,040 --> 00:10:43,360 I won't quit. 153 00:10:45,460 --> 00:10:47,060 Please cooperate. 154 00:10:47,960 --> 00:10:51,210 You said that we should have a child. 155 00:10:51,400 --> 00:10:54,570 No, you said it's what you wanted to do so... 156 00:10:55,140 --> 00:10:56,070 Then what? 157 00:10:56,100 --> 00:10:57,210 Did you not want it? 158 00:10:57,210 --> 00:10:58,870 No, that's not it. 159 00:10:58,870 --> 00:11:00,800 It's you who's going to give birth 160 00:11:00,950 --> 00:11:03,140 but I feel tired when you do. 161 00:11:03,190 --> 00:11:04,810 Even working full time... 162 00:11:10,070 --> 00:11:12,450 It's fine to do as you like. 163 00:11:15,460 --> 00:11:17,320 You're always like this. 164 00:11:17,520 --> 00:11:19,320 Even now that we're married. 165 00:11:20,210 --> 00:11:24,430 I even had to ask you to marry me. 166 00:11:24,480 --> 00:11:25,730 What is it? 167 00:11:26,310 --> 00:11:28,830 Why do I always have to decide big things? 168 00:11:32,400 --> 00:11:35,510 You're the one who gets uncomfortable if you can't make the decisions. 169 00:11:50,130 --> 00:11:51,120 What? 170 00:11:52,090 --> 00:11:53,120 Sit down. 171 00:11:53,790 --> 00:11:54,790 Okay. 172 00:12:05,600 --> 00:12:11,340 Mochizuki-san, you no longer have to take the night shift. 173 00:12:12,130 --> 00:12:12,980 Huh? 174 00:12:14,610 --> 00:12:16,520 No, I'm fine. 175 00:12:16,800 --> 00:12:19,700 I think my morning sickness will settle soon. 176 00:12:20,590 --> 00:12:24,760 But one day you won't be able to work the night shift. 177 00:12:25,660 --> 00:12:29,360 You can't work at night after you have a child. 178 00:12:30,240 --> 00:12:31,470 Well... 179 00:12:32,860 --> 00:12:35,600 Just working in the day would be sufficient. 180 00:12:36,450 --> 00:12:38,870 You're a nurse that draws people in. 181 00:12:42,640 --> 00:12:45,580 Don't try to give me temporary peace of mind. 182 00:12:47,580 --> 00:12:50,600 Obstetrics is a 24 hour workplace. 183 00:12:51,020 --> 00:12:53,150 If I can't do the night shift, 184 00:12:53,150 --> 00:12:55,990 then wouldn't it be impossible for me to work properly as an obstetric nurse? 185 00:12:55,990 --> 00:12:57,590 It wouldn't! 186 00:12:59,080 --> 00:13:03,460 If you force yourself, it'll effect your child. 187 00:13:08,590 --> 00:13:11,510 If you keep working selfishly, 188 00:13:13,000 --> 00:13:14,970 then isn't the child pitiable? 189 00:13:15,170 --> 00:13:17,410 Firstly, physically speaking, 190 00:13:18,230 --> 00:13:22,080 a pregnant woman's fatigue burdens the baby in her stomach. 191 00:13:22,560 --> 00:13:23,880 Don't you know that? 192 00:13:27,850 --> 00:13:32,490 I would like to be like Sakaki-san. 193 00:13:34,210 --> 00:13:34,990 Huh? 194 00:13:36,380 --> 00:13:42,870 Pregnant women are rushed to obstetrics 24 hours a day. 195 00:13:44,010 --> 00:13:47,710 Yui-sensei has his hands full with delivering babies. 196 00:13:48,900 --> 00:13:52,280 Therefore, I want to become a certified midwife. 197 00:14:03,200 --> 00:14:05,290 You can't want everything. 198 00:14:08,750 --> 00:14:11,430 Since you chose to have a child. 199 00:14:20,100 --> 00:14:24,580 Kawai-san can take the night shift. 200 00:14:36,450 --> 00:14:40,790 You are now able to control your behavior. 201 00:14:41,340 --> 00:14:46,300 You can attend school and work without a hindrance on your social life. 202 00:14:48,530 --> 00:14:52,540 You want to stop taking the medicine? 203 00:14:58,110 --> 00:15:01,710 I'm anxious about not having the medicine. 204 00:15:02,900 --> 00:15:05,080 It's like the amulets are gone. 205 00:15:09,730 --> 00:15:13,220 I'm sorry but I want to stop. 206 00:15:25,280 --> 00:15:26,370 Why? 207 00:15:38,300 --> 00:15:40,720 - Ouch! - I'm sorry! 208 00:15:43,810 --> 00:15:45,260 Ao-chan! 209 00:15:46,340 --> 00:15:47,970 Yosuke-san... 210 00:15:53,540 --> 00:15:55,480 I've been wearing this the whole time, huh? 211 00:15:55,740 --> 00:15:56,940 Seems so. 212 00:15:57,330 --> 00:16:01,630 Geez. It must have been that mischievous brat at the nursery. 213 00:16:01,700 --> 00:16:04,010 You seem to be well liked. 214 00:16:04,580 --> 00:16:06,540 You seem happy about that. 215 00:16:07,420 --> 00:16:08,280 And today? 216 00:16:08,280 --> 00:16:09,780 Is Mitsuki-chan sick? 217 00:16:11,100 --> 00:16:13,860 Well, she's been crying and not feeling well. 218 00:16:14,500 --> 00:16:16,790 I was told it's tooth decay. 219 00:16:17,090 --> 00:16:18,190 Tooth decay? 220 00:16:18,500 --> 00:16:19,210 Yeah... 221 00:16:19,210 --> 00:16:22,180 Mitsuki-chan has already grown teeth? 222 00:16:22,180 --> 00:16:24,300 Amazing. 223 00:16:24,560 --> 00:16:27,380 I was told there's no need yet to use a toothbrush. 224 00:16:27,700 --> 00:16:30,370 Yet in 7 months, she has tooth decay. 225 00:16:30,940 --> 00:16:33,300 She doesn't have any injuries. 226 00:16:33,660 --> 00:16:36,240 Even though I'm proud that's she's a good and healthy child 227 00:16:40,340 --> 00:16:43,410 it's impossible to live without injury forever. 228 00:16:46,350 --> 00:16:48,450 Even if they get sick or injured, 229 00:16:48,660 --> 00:16:51,690 all you can do is care for them and smile. 230 00:16:52,700 --> 00:16:55,060 Health is just like this. 231 00:16:57,040 --> 00:16:58,500 Right? 232 00:17:03,670 --> 00:17:06,220 Well, how can you live without getting sick or injured? 233 00:17:06,290 --> 00:17:07,610 But health 234 00:17:07,640 --> 00:17:10,040 is good for toughening kids. 235 00:17:10,880 --> 00:17:13,580 How cute. 236 00:17:19,120 --> 00:17:24,060 Can you increase the medicine to six tablets a day? 237 00:17:25,110 --> 00:17:27,560 You got it from a family doctor. 238 00:17:28,700 --> 00:17:30,860 It isn't working at all. 239 00:17:31,200 --> 00:17:33,530 I can't work like this. 240 00:17:34,480 --> 00:17:38,200 Even if you increase the medicine, it won't be harmful. 241 00:17:45,170 --> 00:17:48,650 Working is important. 242 00:17:51,770 --> 00:17:55,690 If you take the job of obstetrician away from me now, then nothing remains. 243 00:17:58,170 --> 00:18:00,390 That's why I understand. 244 00:18:00,720 --> 00:18:02,830 Those feelings that you can't let go of work. 245 00:18:06,700 --> 00:18:10,520 But you want to say that women are different? 246 00:18:10,520 --> 00:18:17,480 No, I have tried not asking pregnant women what's more important to them, their work or their baby. 247 00:18:17,610 --> 00:18:19,980 It's almost intimidating to make that choice. 248 00:18:21,970 --> 00:18:23,010 That's right. 249 00:18:23,300 --> 00:18:26,450 But if you've decided to have a child 250 00:18:26,740 --> 00:18:29,300 there's no room for that choice to start with. 251 00:18:32,410 --> 00:18:35,790 Mochizuki-san, you've decided to give birth, haven't you? 252 00:18:41,780 --> 00:18:42,730 Yes. 253 00:18:43,220 --> 00:18:46,860 If that's the case, then you should give priority to yourself and your baby. 254 00:18:47,300 --> 00:18:50,400 If your physical condition is bad and you can't do your job, then please take a rest first. 255 00:18:51,180 --> 00:18:54,080 Pregnant women shouldn't do more than necessary. 256 00:18:54,270 --> 00:18:56,540 That's the same as putting your unborn child in danger. 257 00:18:56,540 --> 00:18:58,280 I understand that. 258 00:18:58,870 --> 00:19:01,780 But some people have to work. 259 00:19:01,780 --> 00:19:05,360 If you don't work, will you not be able to eat tomorrow? 260 00:19:09,860 --> 00:19:14,430 You're intimidating. 261 00:19:17,630 --> 00:19:18,970 I know that. 262 00:19:21,920 --> 00:19:26,410 Your current bad condition could be alleviated with resting. 263 00:19:28,440 --> 00:19:30,080 Please take the day off. 264 00:19:39,810 --> 00:19:41,470 Sayako-san! 265 00:19:42,530 --> 00:19:44,780 If think your body feels the way it does 266 00:19:44,780 --> 00:19:47,900 because your baby is telling you to take a rest. 267 00:19:48,390 --> 00:19:52,170 Your baby is also worried about you. 268 00:19:59,250 --> 00:20:00,680 Yeah. 269 00:20:02,530 --> 00:20:04,580 Sorry for bothering you. 270 00:20:05,540 --> 00:20:07,380 Please apologize to everyone for me. 271 00:20:44,620 --> 00:20:46,260 Nakamori-san? 272 00:20:46,940 --> 00:20:48,630 Mochizuki-san... 273 00:20:49,280 --> 00:20:50,800 I don't feel good... 274 00:21:04,890 --> 00:21:06,380 Miya... Miyamoto-san! 275 00:21:17,660 --> 00:21:20,020 Nakamori-san! Nakamori-san! 276 00:21:20,380 --> 00:21:21,690 Are you okay? 277 00:21:24,270 --> 00:21:25,630 Why? 278 00:21:27,160 --> 00:21:28,530 You can give birth. 279 00:21:29,540 --> 00:21:32,700 Don't say things like you don't like it anymore or you want to run away! 280 00:21:33,520 --> 00:21:35,540 Don't you have a lot of money? 281 00:21:36,220 --> 00:21:37,710 You live in luxury! 282 00:21:37,710 --> 00:21:39,910 If you don't want to give birth then don't! 283 00:21:40,750 --> 00:21:41,810 Huh? 284 00:21:51,880 --> 00:21:54,060 It hurts... It hurts... 285 00:21:54,720 --> 00:21:56,990 Stomach... Did you hurt your stomach? 286 00:22:00,170 --> 00:22:01,530 Hello, Ao-chan? 287 00:22:01,530 --> 00:22:04,000 Nakamori-san needs to go to the hospital, her stomach was hurt. 288 00:22:04,000 --> 00:22:06,040 Get a stretcher or a wheelchair please! 289 00:22:07,410 --> 00:22:08,770 What should I do? 290 00:22:09,970 --> 00:22:11,680 Please hold on! 291 00:22:12,550 --> 00:22:14,380 Let's protect your baby! 292 00:22:16,370 --> 00:22:18,380 You didn't hit your head, right? 293 00:22:20,280 --> 00:22:21,820 Miyamoto-san? 294 00:22:23,200 --> 00:22:24,880 Miyamoto-san! 295 00:22:25,800 --> 00:22:27,260 I'm sorry... 296 00:22:27,840 --> 00:22:29,620 I'm sorry... 297 00:22:32,640 --> 00:22:34,600 - Ouch! - Put her on the delivery table. 298 00:22:35,280 --> 00:22:38,000 - Kawai-san, help me. - Okay. 299 00:22:38,670 --> 00:22:40,920 Sensei's on his way, prepare the ultrasound. 300 00:22:40,920 --> 00:22:43,420 - Take her jacket off. - Okay. 301 00:22:43,420 --> 00:22:46,200 - Ao-chan, prepare the sphygmomanometer. - Okay. - It hurts! 302 00:22:47,070 --> 00:22:49,380 You'll be fine Yayoi-san. 303 00:22:49,380 --> 00:22:50,500 Do your best! 304 00:22:50,500 --> 00:22:54,680 - It hurts... It hurts... - What's the situation? 305 00:22:54,690 --> 00:22:56,960 Her heart rate is stable. The ultrasound is being prepared. 306 00:22:56,960 --> 00:22:59,650 - Roger that. Please remove her pants. - Okay. 307 00:23:00,260 --> 00:23:02,840 Yayoi-san, Sensei is here now. You'll be fine. 308 00:23:02,840 --> 00:23:04,430 - Do your best! - Raise them. 309 00:23:11,270 --> 00:23:14,640 The baby is definitely okay. 310 00:23:16,840 --> 00:23:18,580 I'm glad... 311 00:23:19,630 --> 00:23:21,700 I'm glad! 312 00:23:26,250 --> 00:23:29,970 I've been told she had an abortion here, 313 00:23:30,000 --> 00:23:32,620 there was no trouble with that? 314 00:23:32,690 --> 00:23:33,460 Right. 315 00:23:33,670 --> 00:23:35,780 The surgery went well. 316 00:23:36,150 --> 00:23:38,920 She came here with her husband. 317 00:23:38,920 --> 00:23:40,800 Along with the risk of having a child at 41, 318 00:23:40,850 --> 00:23:43,470 due to the fact that there would be a high economic burden, 319 00:23:43,650 --> 00:23:45,600 she wanted an abortion. 320 00:23:49,100 --> 00:23:50,470 Where are your children? 321 00:23:51,010 --> 00:23:52,510 It's already evening. 322 00:23:54,760 --> 00:23:56,180 It's fine. 323 00:23:57,590 --> 00:23:59,580 The oldest child is there today. 324 00:24:00,470 --> 00:24:01,690 I see. 325 00:24:02,410 --> 00:24:04,020 Is it a girl? 326 00:24:06,360 --> 00:24:07,830 The youngest is a boy... 327 00:24:10,520 --> 00:24:12,060 I said it before. 328 00:24:13,950 --> 00:24:18,700 As long as they're okay. 329 00:24:20,800 --> 00:24:22,240 And your husband? 330 00:24:24,370 --> 00:24:29,450 There were a lot of people giving up like I was, 331 00:24:31,070 --> 00:24:33,250 that's why I was convinced. 332 00:24:36,580 --> 00:24:38,160 But, from that day... 333 00:24:39,730 --> 00:24:42,030 Whenever I see a baby or a pregnant woman, for some reason... 334 00:24:47,670 --> 00:24:53,770 Why didn't I think about giving birth to my child? 335 00:24:57,240 --> 00:24:58,580 It might have been impossible, 336 00:25:01,150 --> 00:25:03,180 I should have thought it through. 337 00:25:04,420 --> 00:25:08,300 Even though I can't give birth now... 338 00:25:11,760 --> 00:25:14,960 I should have told you I wanted to give birth! 339 00:25:30,710 --> 00:25:32,010 Sayako-san! 340 00:25:32,600 --> 00:25:35,380 Sensei! Head nurse! Sayako-san... 341 00:25:35,410 --> 00:25:38,380 - Are you okay Mochizuki-san? - Mochizuki-san! 342 00:25:52,060 --> 00:25:53,040 You can give birth. 343 00:25:53,440 --> 00:25:54,900 You live in luxury! 344 00:26:01,610 --> 00:26:03,340 Excuse me! 345 00:26:03,570 --> 00:26:05,480 Excuse me! 346 00:26:05,980 --> 00:26:07,880 I'm Mochizuki! 347 00:26:08,030 --> 00:26:09,910 Excuse me! 348 00:26:09,940 --> 00:26:11,620 Anyone there? 349 00:26:13,060 --> 00:26:15,180 How annoying... 350 00:26:15,500 --> 00:26:17,410 Sorry, thank you for the help. 351 00:26:17,410 --> 00:26:19,060 No problem, she's this way. 352 00:26:19,190 --> 00:26:20,720 Right now, she's getting an IV... 353 00:26:21,890 --> 00:26:23,660 Are you okay Saya? 354 00:26:24,050 --> 00:26:25,260 Saya? 355 00:26:26,030 --> 00:26:29,530 - Don't go around saying unnecessary things. - Is your hand okay? 356 00:26:29,590 --> 00:26:30,770 I'm fine. 357 00:26:30,770 --> 00:26:33,000 - You're so loud, calm down. - Huh? 358 00:26:38,240 --> 00:26:40,900 My IV will be done in 10 minutes. 359 00:26:41,250 --> 00:26:42,010 Okay. 360 00:26:43,300 --> 00:26:46,230 This is the first time I've entered this room. 361 00:26:46,450 --> 00:26:48,750 I caught a glimpse of the operating room. 362 00:26:49,500 --> 00:26:51,320 It's the delivery room. 363 00:26:52,530 --> 00:26:53,690 It's amazing. 364 00:26:55,070 --> 00:26:58,530 Today, you responded quickly so the crisis wasn't too big. 365 00:26:58,760 --> 00:27:01,070 After all, being a nurse is your calling. 366 00:27:09,780 --> 00:27:11,010 That's right. 367 00:27:14,050 --> 00:27:18,080 That's why I want to work. 368 00:27:20,960 --> 00:27:21,890 What's wrong? 369 00:27:24,550 --> 00:27:30,490 I like this job and have more than twice the experience of ordinary people. 370 00:27:30,990 --> 00:27:32,300 I'm also confident. 371 00:27:34,400 --> 00:27:38,970 Why do I have to give it up? 372 00:27:40,020 --> 00:27:42,570 You don't have to give it up, you can keep working. 373 00:27:43,090 --> 00:27:46,840 But I can't do it like this, due to my condition. 374 00:27:48,770 --> 00:27:50,410 I'm different. 375 00:27:51,630 --> 00:27:55,520 I've tried my best to be able to do it. 376 00:27:59,220 --> 00:28:05,460 Actually, being pregnant and doing the night shift may be impossible. 377 00:28:06,190 --> 00:28:08,330 The midwife exams too. 378 00:28:09,980 --> 00:28:14,660 If my returning causes my child to cry, 379 00:28:15,120 --> 00:28:18,080 I probably won't want to come to work. 380 00:28:24,050 --> 00:28:27,480 I'll be stepping away from my own ideals. 381 00:28:29,840 --> 00:28:36,260 But I'm healthy, have a home, a job and money. 382 00:28:37,480 --> 00:28:40,330 I'm able to conceive normally and have a child. 383 00:28:42,580 --> 00:28:46,340 If I want anymore than that, it's a luxury. 384 00:28:52,510 --> 00:28:54,580 Even so, I'm still thinking about it. 385 00:28:57,360 --> 00:28:59,320 I don't want to give up. 386 00:29:02,380 --> 00:29:04,320 A mother like this... 387 00:29:06,940 --> 00:29:08,600 This poor child. 388 00:29:18,140 --> 00:29:20,340 I've thought about how to support her. 389 00:29:20,750 --> 00:29:22,440 Like the housework or childcare. 390 00:29:22,470 --> 00:29:25,140 If you work hard, anything is possible. 391 00:29:25,200 --> 00:29:26,180 Right. 392 00:29:26,690 --> 00:29:30,710 But the most difficult thing is that I can't help. 393 00:29:31,730 --> 00:29:36,940 I want to say something to her 394 00:29:37,060 --> 00:29:41,760 and I want to help her but I don't know how. 395 00:29:43,520 --> 00:29:46,260 We don't have a uterus 396 00:29:55,410 --> 00:30:00,720 As an obstetrician, even though I understand the changes 397 00:30:00,800 --> 00:30:04,460 of a pregnant woman's body medically, I don't understand how they feel. 398 00:30:05,260 --> 00:30:07,820 Sometimes I feel regretful about it. 399 00:30:08,060 --> 00:30:09,940 It's an impossible thing for me as a man. 400 00:30:09,940 --> 00:30:12,560 But since I don't understand, 401 00:30:12,560 --> 00:30:15,060 the feeling of wanting to understand is strong. 402 00:30:16,680 --> 00:30:20,630 A female doctor can understand other women naturally 403 00:30:21,390 --> 00:30:26,240 but I can only gain experience and work hard towards the same thing. 404 00:30:31,700 --> 00:30:32,940 You're abnormal. 405 00:30:35,740 --> 00:30:37,150 I'm abnormal. 406 00:30:42,790 --> 00:30:44,520 Oh... I see... 407 00:30:51,550 --> 00:30:53,870 Head nurse said you should eat as much as you can. 408 00:30:54,970 --> 00:30:57,030 It's like I'm a patient. 409 00:30:58,450 --> 00:31:00,480 Isn't fine if you are a patient? 410 00:31:05,760 --> 00:31:11,010 I think it's better that you're pregnant rather than sick. 411 00:31:12,620 --> 00:31:15,650 After all, bodies are tough. 412 00:31:18,820 --> 00:31:22,590 I think being sick isn't a bad thing. 413 00:31:23,460 --> 00:31:33,600 When people get sick, they tend to think about what to do next It's unexpectedly positive, isn't it? 414 00:31:42,260 --> 00:31:43,600 He came again? 415 00:31:43,680 --> 00:31:44,480 What? 416 00:31:47,690 --> 00:31:51,170 - Huh? Huh? - What happened? 417 00:31:51,390 --> 00:31:52,760 I looked it up. 418 00:31:52,760 --> 00:31:55,940 How painful labor pain and childbirth is. 419 00:31:56,020 --> 00:31:56,890 Huh? 420 00:31:56,950 --> 00:31:59,740 I ate raw oysters 421 00:32:00,000 --> 00:32:02,880 and haven't gone to the bathroom while enduring the worst pain of my life. 422 00:32:02,880 --> 00:32:05,760 I was also told that it was as painful as being beaten 423 00:32:05,760 --> 00:32:08,070 with a metal bat by a major leaguer continually. 424 00:32:08,580 --> 00:32:09,540 What? 425 00:32:10,240 --> 00:32:12,210 I bought laxatives and drank the whole bottle. 426 00:32:12,210 --> 00:32:12,990 Huh? 427 00:32:14,430 --> 00:32:17,180 What are you doing? Hurry to the bathroom! 428 00:32:17,200 --> 00:32:21,400 I can't! Isn't this what some people have to endure for 3 days? 429 00:32:21,450 --> 00:32:22,880 It is, but... 430 00:32:22,880 --> 00:32:26,570 - You, it'll feel painful but you have to do it. - No... 431 00:32:26,570 --> 00:32:29,720 - Otherwise, I won't be able to understand it. - I can't... Huh? Huh... 432 00:32:29,790 --> 00:32:31,130 Don't be shy! 433 00:32:32,630 --> 00:32:33,760 With force! 434 00:32:33,760 --> 00:32:35,270 With strength! 435 00:32:37,010 --> 00:32:38,770 Quit it! 436 00:32:39,360 --> 00:32:40,800 Huh? 437 00:32:42,510 --> 00:32:46,280 It's not like I want you to understand it! 438 00:32:46,940 --> 00:32:51,420 I don't want you to know how painful it is. 439 00:32:52,000 --> 00:32:55,030 I don't want you to help with this. 440 00:32:55,030 --> 00:32:56,590 I'm just... 441 00:33:05,600 --> 00:33:08,120 I'm just... 442 00:33:13,570 --> 00:33:16,870 Well... Mothers are really great. 443 00:33:17,680 --> 00:33:18,800 That's enough! 444 00:33:18,800 --> 00:33:20,310 Go to the toilet already! 445 00:33:20,310 --> 00:33:22,710 You absolute idiot! Masochist! Pervert! 446 00:33:24,320 --> 00:33:25,420 Sorry. 447 00:33:38,940 --> 00:33:41,200 I'm sorry, he's an idiot. 448 00:33:47,000 --> 00:33:50,540 "I just"... What? 449 00:33:52,150 --> 00:33:52,910 Huh? 450 00:33:56,920 --> 00:34:01,120 Don't ask me that. 451 00:34:01,490 --> 00:34:02,550 But... 452 00:34:06,880 --> 00:34:13,930 I just wanted to talk to him about... something I can't say. 453 00:35:01,230 --> 00:35:04,950 Please give me a vacation for about 2 weeks. 454 00:35:07,750 --> 00:35:10,940 Please exempt me from the night shift for now on. 455 00:35:11,380 --> 00:35:14,590 Can you ask Kawai-san to do them from now on? 456 00:35:16,290 --> 00:35:18,400 Sorry for the inconvenience. 457 00:35:25,520 --> 00:35:34,850 Mochizuki-san, what do you think is the best thing for a woman who wants to continue working after giving birth? 458 00:35:36,680 --> 00:35:37,510 Huh? 459 00:35:38,690 --> 00:35:41,640 How about adding to the nursery? 460 00:35:42,740 --> 00:35:49,390 I think I could continue the night shift if there was a place to keep my child even at night. 461 00:35:50,020 --> 00:35:51,900 That's also important. 462 00:35:52,210 --> 00:35:53,660 But... 463 00:35:54,900 --> 00:35:57,380 I think a workplace should be a place 464 00:35:57,620 --> 00:36:02,110 where if a woman wants to return, she can do so anytime. 465 00:36:05,270 --> 00:36:06,980 I think so as well. 466 00:36:08,000 --> 00:36:09,810 So please don't give up. 467 00:36:10,890 --> 00:36:14,950 You are a necessary person at home. 468 00:36:22,180 --> 00:36:23,360 Yes. 469 00:36:40,110 --> 00:36:41,650 I'm sorry. 470 00:36:46,920 --> 00:36:48,950 I guess I spoke harshly. 471 00:36:52,120 --> 00:36:55,360 No... I did. 472 00:37:01,030 --> 00:37:07,540 I made the choice not to have any children, 473 00:37:08,070 --> 00:37:10,010 I don't think I was wrong. 474 00:37:11,860 --> 00:37:19,820 But you certainly think about it when you look at a person who chose differently. 475 00:37:22,310 --> 00:37:24,820 You wonder if you made the right choice. 476 00:37:30,990 --> 00:37:35,400 I wonder why women compare themselves. 477 00:37:39,630 --> 00:37:42,170 Isn't it because we understand? 478 00:37:44,380 --> 00:37:45,640 Our feelings. 479 00:37:47,250 --> 00:37:51,880 No matter our position, I somehow understand. 480 00:37:53,750 --> 00:37:56,570 So, rather than comparing ourselves, 481 00:37:57,160 --> 00:38:00,320 I think we can sympathize with each other. 482 00:38:05,640 --> 00:38:06,830 That's right. 483 00:38:11,340 --> 00:38:12,640 Mochizuki-san! 484 00:38:14,400 --> 00:38:16,010 Nakamori-san! 485 00:38:18,850 --> 00:38:20,900 Huh? Are you okay? 486 00:38:20,900 --> 00:38:21,810 Yes. 487 00:38:21,810 --> 00:38:24,680 My foot is just sprained. 488 00:38:26,040 --> 00:38:28,650 Has your morning sickness subsided? 489 00:38:28,750 --> 00:38:30,390 Yes, considerably. 490 00:38:31,200 --> 00:38:35,230 Thank you very much for the other day. 491 00:38:36,670 --> 00:38:39,730 I'm glad your baby is safe. 492 00:38:41,060 --> 00:38:43,880 Thinking that I had miscarried, 493 00:38:43,970 --> 00:38:46,300 I couldn't forgive her. 494 00:38:47,150 --> 00:38:51,610 But somehow... I understand her feelings. 495 00:38:56,580 --> 00:39:00,420 What you said helped me. 496 00:39:05,570 --> 00:39:07,120 Let's do our best. 497 00:39:07,120 --> 00:39:09,730 In birth and in work. 498 00:39:11,920 --> 00:39:12,930 Okay. 499 00:39:14,010 --> 00:39:16,230 You also told me before. 500 00:39:16,570 --> 00:39:18,240 Let's do our best. 501 00:39:19,130 --> 00:39:22,840 You telling me "let's do our best" gave me the courage. 502 00:39:32,740 --> 00:39:35,150 Sayako-san, you won't be coming in tomorrow. 503 00:39:35,920 --> 00:39:37,790 I'll be back soon. 504 00:39:37,790 --> 00:39:39,890 In just two weeks. 505 00:39:41,090 --> 00:39:42,560 I see. 506 00:39:43,720 --> 00:39:50,600 But, after giving birth, I might not be able to return to obstetrics. 507 00:39:55,460 --> 00:39:57,010 Saya! 508 00:39:58,950 --> 00:39:59,780 He's here. 509 00:39:59,910 --> 00:40:01,540 Wow! He's running. 510 00:40:03,330 --> 00:40:06,630 I should have told you to wait at the hospital. 511 00:40:06,630 --> 00:40:09,370 It's fine, you didn't have to pick me up. 512 00:40:09,370 --> 00:40:11,550 - Here, here, here. - What? What? 513 00:40:11,550 --> 00:40:13,420 Thank you. 514 00:40:14,920 --> 00:40:16,730 Sorry, thank you for your time. 515 00:40:21,120 --> 00:40:25,580 - Do the two of us not suit each other? - No... it's not that. It's not that. 516 00:40:25,630 --> 00:40:27,440 No, no... Not that. Um... 517 00:40:28,400 --> 00:40:30,410 What will you do today? 518 00:40:30,460 --> 00:40:31,640 - Huh? - Huh? 519 00:40:32,520 --> 00:40:34,980 Right? I wonder what we'll do today. 520 00:40:36,410 --> 00:40:38,320 Well, there's nothing. 521 00:40:40,240 --> 00:40:41,620 But I've thought about it. 522 00:40:42,320 --> 00:40:44,520 Our child will be pitiable. 523 00:40:44,920 --> 00:40:45,790 Huh? 524 00:40:47,170 --> 00:40:50,290 I've concluded that our child will be pitiable. 525 00:40:50,450 --> 00:40:51,560 Somewhat. 526 00:40:53,280 --> 00:40:54,660 What do you mean? 527 00:40:55,380 --> 00:40:59,100 If Saya wants to aim to the be the ideal nurse, then that's fine. 528 00:40:59,290 --> 00:41:02,540 Just don't let our child feel lonesome. 529 00:41:03,880 --> 00:41:07,180 I know you're troubled over whether you'll be a good mother. 530 00:41:07,520 --> 00:41:11,720 Since I also wonder whether I'll be a good father. 531 00:41:13,280 --> 00:41:16,120 It's definitely going to be difficult raising a child. 532 00:41:16,960 --> 00:41:21,190 But, at any rate, that's our problem. 533 00:41:22,370 --> 00:41:26,300 I wanted to find out what I can do for my child 534 00:41:26,520 --> 00:41:31,630 and the answer is having a happy family. 535 00:41:37,830 --> 00:41:42,770 It's definitely like that. 536 00:42:00,640 --> 00:42:04,000 Um... I'll leave here later so please go ahead. 537 00:42:04,000 --> 00:42:07,160 The two of you... No, I mean the three of you. 538 00:42:07,890 --> 00:42:10,810 You're just saying that because you're worried. 539 00:42:10,810 --> 00:42:15,510 - Go ahead, go ahead. - What are you doing? Hurry and come on. 540 00:42:23,400 --> 00:42:26,390 I'm afraid of being myself. 541 00:42:28,490 --> 00:42:31,710 I'm afraid of making difficult decisions. 542 00:42:40,120 --> 00:42:41,540 - How about it? - How about it? 543 00:42:41,540 --> 00:42:43,440 - More! - More? 544 00:42:43,440 --> 00:42:44,410 Ready... 545 00:42:47,920 --> 00:42:50,060 - This is fun. - Great! 546 00:42:51,420 --> 00:42:57,720 Still, we have to move forward. 547 00:43:00,680 --> 00:43:09,270 Pregnant women... are strong. 548 00:43:09,970 --> 00:43:11,970 Subbed by mikilove13fs 549 00:43:11,970 --> 00:43:13,970 Get it for free at d-addicts and mikilove13fs@LJ 550 00:43:13,970 --> 00:43:15,970 Do not stream, sell, rent or buy theses subs. 551 00:43:15,970 --> 00:43:17,990 Special thanks to all uploaders for raws.